Mak & Abah

Akak & Abg Pi

~ KASIH ~

Seluas mana kasihmu

Seharum mana ia mewangi

Jujurkah kamu dalam meniti kasih itu

Sekuat mana kasihmu

Seluas lautan kah?

Seharum kasturi kah?

Di mana letaknya kasih

Hati?

Jiwa?

Benarkah kasih akan pudar seiring waktu?

tepuk dada tanya setia mu..

Doa setia dengan hembusan nafas

Kasih tetap tak berubah

Walau kadang kala cetusan amarah terbangkit

Tolol insan kerana akal

Buta insan kerana mata

Pekak insan kerana nafsu

Tapi setia insan kerana agama

Jangan pernah kasih berubah kerana yang pertama tidak sama dengan yang kedua

awan

Lokasi ni kat Megan Setapak,. berdekatan dengan Masjid Taman Sri Rampai (kiranya belakang rumah aku la).. aku suka awan,. apa yang aku ingat sejak aku kecik sampai sekarang aku memang suka awan,.. ringan, lembut, terapung ada air.. kecik2 dulu aku selalu baring kat beranda rumah (rumah felda lama.. aku suka rumah cam tu).. memories remain kekekeke sambil baring aku tengok awan., i just wonder where's the heck awan to pegi.. mcm mana awan boleh wujud,. but it was a years ago when i was a kid.. skrg dah tak bongok cam tu la.. skrg aku sudah semakin bijak kakakakak.. actually awan ni best tau sebab kalau ada awan otomatik dunia ni jadi redup,, jadi sejuk ye la zaman skrg paneh berdentung tak tahan seh.. aku kalau duk rumah rasa nak terjun dalam kolah je.. bior sejuk skit.. btw aku ni harap ada DSLR tapi pemaleh nak mampuh ambik gambar.. later la aku ambik skrg maleh sebab tak ada semangat.. kerja dgn masalah lain membuatkan tahap pemalas aku menjadi jadi.. ok la later continue.. (walaupun aku tau x ada orang nak baca,, )

Dia

di mana Dia??
tiada....
aku cari.. aku tilik.. aku jerit..
ku lihat sekujur tubuh kaku..
pasrah??
Redha??
sungguh... sukar untuk aku terima..
namun ia telah pasti..

Itu dulu.,
Sekarang??..
di mana Dia??..
dekat tapi jauh..
kau tak rasa..
aku yang mengalami..
aku nak Dia ada..
tapi aku tak boleh..
jangan tanya kenapa..
sebab aku yang mengalami..

Tapi...
Dia tahu ke?...
mungkin Dia tahu..
mungkin jugak tidak..
yang nyata aku masih nak Dia ada..
aku tahu ia mustahil..
jadi aku peramkan jauh dalam hati aku..
sebab aku tahu..
yang pergi tak akan kembali lagi....

Last Syawal 2011

Hari ni last syawal 2011, esok birthday adik bazil.. malam ni duk tunggu mu dtg rumah nak ambik storm,. katanya kereta kawan dia rosak nak gi trip jeram perahu,. so far dah bgtau haji.. then haji ok je.. sepanjang raya tahun ni rasanya x ada lagi open house yang aku join.. malas atau tak ada masa,. rasanya lebih kepada tak ada masa kot sebab lately ni mmg sibuk la banyak sgt kerja kena buat.. proposal utk felda tu pun asyik kena ammend je dgn haji,. dah naik bosan lak aku.. btw aku harap kali ni success dah letih arr buat kerja tak ada duit... banyak benda boleh buat kalau success kali ni.. by the way,. rasanya boleh lagi kot ucap SALAM LEBARAN 1432H dan MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.. i had the best IDULFITRI this year.. i love my parents

Geng maintenance..

pOEm 4 uS..

look there, is that a tree?

or a man covered by a cape?

is it raining? or has the sky..

left the taps on by mistake?

the world is what you make of it

it's in the eye of the beholder

so free your mind,

spread your wings

let the colours fly

come on, let's spin new dreams

shake it, swing a long

shake a leg, it's fun

who says fish dont fly?

ever thought of it?

does the sun bathe everyday?

or does he just wet his hair

and pretend to be clean

these stars.... are they twinkling??

or in anger, grumbling at each other

so free your mind

spread your wings

let the colours fly

come on, let's spin new dreams..

why cram until your head is full?

in a blink, ur mind goes blank,.

go ahead, unlock the doors

and fearlessly, take wing

i'm with you, you're with me,

you and me,. lets all together swing a long

a little me.. hehehehe

it was a long time ago.. such a decade but i admit that it was a beautifull moment in my life ever.. i really miss that moments that i never been a huge headache like know.. yeah not all the time.. but sometime i felt like arghhh!!! why we are people should growth up and be a man or women why just dont be a boy or gurl.. always with our parents and seems like every people in the whole world agree with me that we are really felt like protected when we are stay with our parents..

i miss my little home.. sweet little home nice and silents environment, that year completely different with lately.. i never felt hot weather like know.. seriously i can't remember when i was baby.. but seems like i am happy in those picture.. the most important things that i am really really really miss my brother.. up there i remember when my youngest brother still in baby mode.. hahaha he such a cute baby.. but know arghh selalu melawan cakap.. Alhamdulillah lately he's being a good man,. just have a wife and boy.. then thats good for him.. i wish all the good and the best for all my family and i pray a happinese for my family..

i really hope that i can be a good man.. i wont do any sins,.. yeah i know being a human in muslim religion sometimes we slipt away from the track.. but its me.. i am ZULKAFLY BIN RAMLY and i growth up with fully respect in a great family and a great parents and i love my parents and my family.. lots of love for my religion.. i had learn all the way by my parents and i know which is a right and wrong., i must admit that i had do a bad things in my life and i promise that i wont do it again.. i promise.. because of we never know how long we are in this world.. i just a life in this small world., as a khalifa we are muslim responsible to do a great things together with our religion.. hmm sounds like heavy but its possible to do.. yeaa i'm proud to be me.. i'm proud to be part in my family.. i love my family.. and i love being muslim.. i'll post next topic for the next time..